WELCOME TO MY LIL SEDITION (ALL YOUR SEDITIOUS NEEDS,RIGHT ON THIS SITE)

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Inspiration

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I had fun making this website and I hope you guys enjoy it. (Ps: Im super excited that I also passed the c++ quiz on W3Schools and completed all 58 exercises. They are also a good resource

What will be on here

o u t t h e r e r e c o r d s (Buffalo,NY)

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gritty photos of the solar eclipse

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THE CONCEPT ART FOR BROKEN NETHERWORLD

ill be graduating next month

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I am the architect at no ones side i guess and Its so sad that im sweet and too mean for that. (egh im lame aight?) Peace only

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last semester in art school x self doubt by rose

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my intersectional bitch boi self awakening to this web development project

The main element,leitmotif,reccurent theme; or whatever in any punk body of work is transpired solely by the daring and seditious creative and their ability to describe one's perceptions with zealous transparency and infectious passion; establishing emotion, discord, sadness, intimacy, rebellion as a dialogue and a legend in ones own life. Punk and web development have done this for me as an individual with schizophrenia where there is a stigma suggesting disconnection, apathy and violence. For me; the inception of existing outside of the stigma was my emotional connection with web development; henceforth allowed me to understand my emotions. A web development platform helps me accept my emotions and thoughts as ubiquitous and unoriginal; therefore i am not isolated from the asset and gift of connection. The transparancy of the creative process has colored my world. Also; its has acknowledged my emotions as valid has given me agency and zen. It has challenged me with poetry and zeitgeist instead of pity and blame. This is a thankyou in advance for allowing a schizophrenic to exist as a punk and not an apathetic space cadet. I hope this intersectional body of work affirms your worth. -Also i would like to thank my family and other loved ones for being supportive and honest.

Artistic expression for me is an act of sedition against stigmas and Injustice it is a catharsis of which I strengthen my self awareness and to validate my inner world. It for me is a process of introspection and an adventure fueled by curiosity of emotions. What inspires me is the actualization of seditious order and the healing reality of truth in itself. Ancestry inspires me and my art very much so as well as fashion and androgyny; ambivalence. I love unity and autonomy in every aspect of life. The work itself as in my vision for my creativity will be expressed through zines and altered vintage books. I actually filled a vampire novel with quite a few sketches and computer codes that in all honesty can be used for hacking as well as building files for computers. I love all safe forms of learning the history of rebellion and optimizing our understanding of Justice, game design and revolution in the world. W e l c o m e t o t h e p u n k w o r l d -its rose

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Todays topic is bluntly; Pretty Girl by Sugarcult. The inception of this was my brooding over the Christian station infinitely pestering on the radio of my recovery coach's e-350. It just that it kinda killed off my spirit; the sound being soooo washed up. I dig bands like Relient K and The Almost; but other artists are like nooooo. Today,pretty girl started as an earworm and grew into a little blog. Pretty Girl has been one of my favorite songs since i was i believe 9 and between 2019 and 2021 it has played a huge role in my creative vision and in the darkest places in my life. The sound is a anthemic,rocksteady bass with dreary,serious riffs. The vocals are a hybrid of pop punk and ska. The lyrics are aphoristic and telling; which all are in my opinion; the criteria of a moody and introverted track. The meaning it has in my life is the polar shift in my inner self narrative when i experienced the violence of another and call it "them holding me accountable for my lack personality." The lyric "its the way that he makes you fall in love" played out when i was off the edge towards a cruel rejection; where intimacy was a poison rotting away what was already "dull","off tempo" and "unenchanting". I felt like i lacked character depth and that i only an unwanted perversity in other's lives. Later, the song played a sexy role in my life; its sensual edge; recomposing the structure and sentiment of the events. I could reperceptualize my role and the outcome. Its amazing that music can do that. Im glad i actually completed this on my list of topics to random things to talk about; especially being a favorite.

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old autobiographical comic book panels

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New Art

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more updates on the build for broken netherworldz

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punk show at Hostel

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models:anonymous

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Model: Alex

music enthusiast and benevolent punk from Long Island rocking cyberpunk at timeless babes in Buffalo, NY

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the wildest NYC indicative of a lovelife in psychosis 2020

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happy valetines day for people like myself who have sapiosexual crushes on prolific dudes

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so you wanna be a hero?

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by the grace of love "B R O K E N N E T H E R W O R L D" IS COMPLETED. I LOVE YOU ALL.

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My entire laptop was hijacked so if you guys are wondering about my game "broken netherworld" which was to be completed and released this month through unity engine for pc platforms of all sorts, there will no longer be a broken netherworld however i will continue to fight. -with moorish love, Rosè

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inspired by by gustav dore

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to cry such loving tears; thou shalt be held by such loving hand; for you were born with a loving mind

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New Sketches

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soooo yeah i was hacked with a lucky 13 cypher and i reversed that

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2 years sober af

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🌙Schizophrenia moon shawty🌙

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i finally started playing omori

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i give up and i acknowledge that is as far as im going to get in designing a game on unity software

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a holiday relic and an article on Mr. Kitty

First off i would like to thank a fantastic anon for this one poster because this goes on the list of songs to cope with depressed mode. I would like to clarify that currently, there are alot of artists who are transparently influenced by new wave and trad goth. Almost all of these artists have stole my straightness away with their intense percussion, infectious synths, and savage lyrics. The attention to vision and depth is unreal. In this blog i picked Mr. Kitty and his very recent album "ephemeral". I definitely think that this is his best work; featuring a de-obscuring collaboration with a vocaloid act. His sound is cutting edge and his writing clearly establishes emotionally alterous and apocryphal vision of taboo roles in love and intimacy, introspection on his character as well as coming to terms with his orientation. Ive always liked the energy of cyberpunk themed music but tracks like "destruction of us" and "make it right" are beyond prolific, edgy and and abstracting. Could you say his music is nostalgic?; perhaps of artists like early Mindless Self Indulgences's do unto others or Depeche Mode in Policy of Truth meets Waiting for the Night to Come meets Sweetest Perfection am I right? Idk Its nice to see newer artists create eternally undeniable songs. This album for me so exciting to hear that even in the darkest state of my life when anon gifted me with it,i could enjoy this free of the trauma of being homeless to this day; BECAUSE HIS SOUND IS SOOOO I L L U S T R I O U S. I really will continue to update this; however i cant promise consistency. I do promise an authentic effort in this hobbieeeew yea.

the semester is almost over. i had loads of fun the entire time

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This photo was taken with an older phone and when i was aquainted with my first schizophrenic episode; around the holiday season. Mood:Cathonic,Reminescent,Optimistic

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new sketches

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愛を込めて受け継がれる先人たちの美しさ

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Happy Halloween to my$elf. #team Edward

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