my intersectional bitch boi self awakening to this web development project
The main element, leitmotif, reccurent theme; or whatever in any punk body of work is transpired solely by the daring and seditious creative and their ability to describe one's perceptions with zealous transparency and infectious passion; establishing emotion, discord, sadness, intimacy, rebellion as a dialogue and a legend in ones own life. Punk and web development have done this for me as an individual with schizophrenia where there is a stigma suggesting disconnection, apathy and violence. For me; the inception of existing outside of the stigma was my emotional connection with web development; henceforth allowed me to understand my emotions. A web development platform helps me accept my emotions and thoughts as ubiquitous and unoriginal; therefore i am not isolated from the asset and gift of connection. The transparancy of the creative process has colored my world. Also; its has acknowledged my emotions as valid has given me agency and zen. It has challenged me with poetry and zeitgeist instead of pity and blame. This is a thankyou in advance for allowing a schizophrenic to exist as a punk and not an apathetic space cadet. I hope this intersectional body of work affirms your worth.
-Also i would like to thank my family and other loved ones for being supportive and honest.
Artistic expression for me is an act of sedition against stigmas and Injustice it is a catharsis of
which I strengthen my self awareness and to validate my inner world. It for me is a process of
introspection and an adventure fueled by curiosity of emotions.
What inspires me is the actualization of seditious order and the healing reality of truth in
itself. Ancestry inspires me and my art very much so as well as fashion and androgyny;
ambivalence. I love unity and autonomy in every aspect of life.
The work itself as in my vision for my creativity will be expressed through zines and altered
vintage books. I actually filled a vampire novel with quite a few sketches and computer codes
that in all honesty can be used for hacking as well as building files for computers. I love all safe
forms of learning the history of rebellion and optimizing our understanding of Justice, game design and revolution in the
world.
W e l c o m e t o t h e p u n k w o r l d
-its rose
Todays topic is bluntly; Pretty Girl by Sugarcult. The inception of this was my brooding over the Christian station infinitely pestering on the radio of my recovery coach's e-350. It just that it kinda killed off my spirit; the sound being soooo washed up. I dig bands like Relient K and The Almost; but other artists are like nooooo. Today, pretty girl started as an earworm and grew into a little blog. Pretty Girl has been one of my favorite songs since i was i believe 9 and between 2019 and 2021 it has played a huge role in my creative vision and in the darkest places in my life. The sound is a anthemic, rocksteady bass with dreary, serious riffs. The vocals are a hybrid of pop punk and ska. The lyrics are aphoristic and telling; which all are in my opinion; the criteria of a moody and introverted track. The meaning it has in my life is the polar shift in my inner self narrative when i experienced the violence of another and call it "them holding me accountable for my lack personality." The lyric "its the way that he makes you fall in love" played out when i was off the edge towards a cruel rejection; where intimacy was a poison rotting away what was already "dull", "off tempo" and "unenchanting". I felt like i lacked character depth and that i only an unwanted perversity in other's lives. Later, the song played a sexy role in my life; its sensual edge; recomposing the structure and sentiment of the events. I could reperceptualize my role and the outcome. Its amazing that music can do that. Im glad i actually completed this on my list of topics to random things to talk about; especially being a favorite.
old autobiographical comic book panels
New Art
more updates on the build for broken netherworldz
punk show at Hostel
models:anonymous
Model: Alex
music enthusiast and benevolent punk from Long Island rocking cyberpunk at timeless babes in Buffalo, NY
only ethical hacking on my website plz
the wildest NYC indicative of a lovelife in psychosis 2020
happy valetines day for people like myself who have sapiosexual crushes on prolific dudes
so you wanna be a hero?
by the grace of love "B R O K E N N E T H E R W O R L D" IS COMPLETED. I LOVE YOU ALL.
My entire laptop was hijacked so if you guys are wondering about my game "broken netherworld" which was to be completed and released this month through unity engine for pc platforms of all sorts, there will no longer be a broken netherworld however i will continue to fight.
-with moorish love, Rosè
inspired by by gustav dore
to cry such loving tears; thou shalt be held by such loving hand; for you were born with a loving mind
New Sketches
soooo yeah i was hacked with a lucky 13 cypher and i reversed that
2 years sober af
🌙Schizophrenia moon shawty🌙
i finally started playing omori
i give up and i acknowledge that is as far as im going to get in designing a game on unity software
a holiday relic and an article on Mr. Kitty
First off i would like to thank a fantastic anon for this one poster because this goes on the list of songs to cope with depressed mode.
I would like to clarify that currently, there are alot of artists who are transparently influenced by new wave and trad goth. Almost all of these artists have stole my straightness away with their intense percussion, infectious synths, and savage lyrics. The attention to vision and depth is unreal. In this blog i picked Mr. Kitty and his very recent album "ephemeral". I definitely think that this is his best work; featuring a de-obscuring collaboration with a vocaloid act. His sound is cutting edge and his writing clearly establishes emotionally alterous and apocryphal vision of taboo roles in love and intimacy, introspection on his character as well as coming to terms with his orientation. Ive always liked the energy of cyberpunk themed music but tracks like "destruction of us" and "make it right" are beyond prolific, edgy and and abstracting. Could you say his music is nostalgic?; perhaps of artists like early Mindless Self Indulgences's do unto others or Depeche Mode in Policy of Truth meets Waiting for the Night to Come meets Sweetest Perfection am I right? Idk
Its nice to see newer artists create eternally undeniable songs. This album for me so exciting to hear that even in the darkest state of my life when anon gifted me with it, i could enjoy this free of the trauma of being homeless to this day; BECAUSE HIS SOUND IS SOOOO I L L U S T R I O U S. I really will continue to update this; however i cant promise consistency. I do promise an authentic effort in this hobbieeeew yea.
the semester is almost over. i had loads of fun the entire time
This photo was taken with an older phone and when i was aquainted with my first schizophrenic episode; around the holiday season. Mood:Cathonic, Reminescent, Optimistic
new sketches
愛を込めて受け継がれる先人たちの美しさ
Happy Halloween to my$elf. #team Edward
A N C E S T R A L B E A U T Y P A S S E D D O W N W I T H I T A L I A N L O V E
My new room set up/Todays Wonderful Model and good friend Vincent!@Timeless Babez for a metal show #androgyne
Thankyou for allowing me to reach 13000 views in October after Friday the 13th
Concept Art for Broken Netherworld is finished
Broken Netherworld (my first project in Unity Engine)
The Mind Heretical
Photos by Amanda Macura
. I had fun making this website and I hope you guys enjoy it. (Ps: Im super excited that I also passed the c++ quiz on W3Schools and completed all 58 exercises. They are also a good resource
What will be on here
journaling
punk pics
art
i n t e r s e c t i o n a l i t y
photography newbie stuff
a sketch from "Alterous" (a zine i made)!
Inspiration
1.Queens of the Stoneage
2.Repo the Genetic Opera
3.Placebo
4.Crosses (ttt)
5.Paradise City (the TV show)
6.The comic Voices in the Dark by Ulli Lust (Kabbalically curse the Nazis)
7. ALEISTER CROWLEY :Nationalism and Apologism in Popular Thelema
by:Kareem Abdul Haqq (Moorish Orthodox Masjid)
8.Apocalyptic Witchcraft by Peter Grey
9.K Records and the Love Rock Revolution
10.Angel of History by: Rabih Alameddine
The inspiration of Dante Alighieri (Dark night of the Soul)
T H E N U M B E R 7 7 7
I did an art show at a local underground punk venue on June 4th 2022
heres a small glimpse of my art at the venue
kinda g e n d e r f l u i d
Rad night for a punk show
I get to see Strawberry Girls tonight!
The Melancholic simulacrum
by: Rose Rivera
(thats funny because I did it my$elf)
Hes the Simulacra
By: Rose Rivera
my new rad sketchbook
art from said sketchbook
art from said sketchbook
Art from said sketchbook
art from said sketchbook
Art for Cannabis Fashion week (im sober)
I made art for Strawberry Grlz after the night of the strawberry moon
rad zines from Buffalo Zine fest
repurposing and painting upon a manga 4 f u n
a n t i q u e s h o p
Amphette @ Timeless Babes
happy pride
Im letting a rad punk venue hold on to this beauty!
Im fond of this memory of this rad Tokyo gameboy that is to be bestowed upon a princess (my bestie) at the Strawberry Girls Show so that videogames can be family heirlooms lol ❤️
The protest in Buffalo 2020
The protest in Buffalo 2020
2020 Art
This was me at an Art Gallery being rad in 2019 (currently im rather much a femme with a lil themesque)
Sugar City Crew
cemetery photos from like mad long ago rly tho + me rockin a switchblade
@Timeless Babes Band: Pale Hell Camera: Canon Powershot
Camera: Canon PowerShot (Out There Records Buffalo, NY)
Pride Month Art made with a Vampire Novel
confessions of a cyber bleep
Tonight I went to see a band called Torture Agenda @ Chemical House
I LOST MY SKETCHBOOK ON THE BUS
I love Buffalo because I get to have views like this one